Saturday, November 13, 2010

Not Having a Good Couple of Weeks

I have not been good about going to the gym. This week I only went Monday. I missed Wednesday and Friday because Melanie (my work out partner) wasn't going to be there - or wait...maybe that was last week. I am drawing a blank. One of these Wednesdays I was sick so I didn't go. Oh well, I have no ont to blame but myself. I just don't have enough will power to go on my own, without having someone there waiting for me. It is not that I am afraid to go by myself it is just that given the opportunity to not go I will take it. Often times because I just need some alone time or I hope to get some homework done. Damn anxiety over all my work piling up! I am behind on writing. UGH!

 I also missed last Friday due to work. I did get on the Wii on Fridays after work but I miss the work out I get at the gym and from the weight machines. So far I like the results I have been getting from going, even though I perceive it as not being enough. I just want more...I want to lose more and get stronger and stronger. I have to try to do better. I have fallen off the wagon and I have to get back on.

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