Back On the Wagon - Good Workout

I had a good workout today! I had to get back on the wagon and make sure I made this workout count! Of course I didn’t overdue it. You can’t make up for lost time.

There is a new ab machine at the gym. I am excited because the couple of machines they had just weren’t doing anything for me (I didn’t feel anything in my abs!) and I ain’t into sit-ups! I call this new machine the sit and spin, haha. You sit on a rotating seat, grip two handles and pull yourself to one side or the other. It works your oblique’s the most, I think. I can really feel it and it doesn’t feel like a torture device like the other twisty machine there. I am so bad at remembering the names of the machines and describing them.  

So hopefully this week I can keep on track. As always I am stressed out about my workload, plus I have a wind symphony concert on Wednesday so my anxiety is high. I think I took too much on this semester (17 credits, yikes!). All I really want to do is concentrate on losing weight and getting healthy – mentally and physically. I am just getting tired of the constant struggle. If I had more energy I know I could handle everything but my energy is so low. I am so tired of saying that, so tired of writing that. I hope it gets better. I just have to keep on trying, keep on pushing and hopefully things will get better.

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So I have forty more words to make this a complete post, hehe. What to write about? I find writing about exercising can be a bit tedious. You have to write about the challenges, the mental state. I have a lot to say about my challenges and my mental state. I just hope I don’t overwhelm my readers or I hope I don’t come across as a big baby. I just want to paint an accurate picture. At times I feel I go to deep into my issues, at times I feel I don’t go far enough. At times I feel like I just can’t win. I hope this feeling isn't an indicator of the week to come.